the saddest night

When I read your news today
that his heartbeat slipped away
I felt my heart slow to almost nothing
I am still shaking with rage or something
Something I cannot describe or define
a pain that I feel is not even mine
I wish that I could hold you now
transfer some warmth to you somehow
Fill your life with all of the bright lights
take away all of the sorrow-filled nights
because they are sure to come
and I am somehow numb
I can only shed my selfish tears
and type words and hope you’ll hear
If I could pluck every star in the sky
and steal every noise for just one night
I would do this for you so that you could see
how much you mean to all of us, to me…

All my love,
leah

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